I missed you
Once.
Your absence docked
like a spaceship on a new planet
Voyager is what I was
Not anymore
Used to be the wannasee before my eyes
Now
You are:
(Like the thousands of bacteria in a drop of water;
Like the somethingorother in a speck of blood;
Like the million and one living things in the air around me)
Invisible and Irritating.
I read:
When we love the earth,
we are able to love ourselves more fully.
Until now, I used to believe this.
Water; Blood; Air
These, you represent.
I loved you, and then I hate you.
Now I love you
Selfishly and unfaithfully
